| Tuesday, December 2nd, 2008 |
| 4:43 am |
sound of silence
is anything ever forever? possibly? not only in relationships...but in anything in general. friends leave, your family for the most part leaves. relatives as well as friends die. or move. or just disappear..walk out on you. jobs come and go. you know co-workers for a short period of time before you eventually leave the job and dont speak to them again, usually. then, new jobs and new people. you move. lose relations with old friends. you get new ones. new relationships, new loves, new fucks, new whatever. but, is anything forever? ANYTHING? an idea? can an idea be forever? a dream? shit. i guess, few are so lucky. i don't even know what to make of things anymore. was that a goodbye kiss i just got smeared accross my lips? people shouldn't let stupid shit like money determine how they live thier lives..or whether they should forget something amazing like love, because it doesn't fit in thier schedual..or life plan. it pops up on you and fucks some things up. it happens so fast you don't even know what the fuck hit you. but...it is and will always be the best thing that will ever, EVER happen to you. i believe life is not complete without it. and if you give up something that's so pure, well then... |
| Sunday, July 1st, 2007 |
| 4:45 pm |
i havent written in here in sooo long. i need a job. and somebody who wont make me cry every second of my fucking life. im losing interest.. my heart is shit. i need a good friend who like..understands bc none of them ever really did and now all i have is this person who kills me over and over again everyday of my fucking life. i believed you when you said youd never break my heart..i even believed you a couple days ago when you said youd make it up to me..ha.. well now im cryin again you fuckin asshole. iloveyu. ihatchyu. Current Mood: fucked up |
| Tuesday, February 20th, 2007 |
| 3:42 pm |
wow hahahaha yeah i knew you would never change but whatever. im going crazy and everything is boring and i need to spice up my life and have crazy fun again! four day weekend...here i come >:) |
| Tuesday, February 6th, 2007 |
| 9:42 pm |
stay the fuck off my livejournal faggot. god. i love everything in my life besides my house. but everything else i swear :] im going to the dominican republic next month and going into the rain forest n shit. i cant wait to be bad...jk.. im going to be 18 on april 13th!! friday the 13th babyyyy i cant wait to live with derek on our own. fuck yea its gonna be so muich fun. Current Mood: awesomely awesome |
| Friday, January 19th, 2007 |
| 1:31 pm |
i hate this fucking shitty weed i have it sucks. but im high so oh well..today was my and derek's 5 months. ive never loved anyone more in my whole entire life seriously. the school is suspending my lisence yes! well golly gee i guess im gonna go have the most fantastic weekend with my best friends simone and stefany and the awesomest boyfriend ever and thats as far ahead as im thinking for now. i have therapy in 2 hours..isnt that funny and sad at the same time? hahahaha i think so.. i wish i had my own island, man. |
| Saturday, January 13th, 2007 |
| 5:21 pm |
these ramen noodles are so spicey. |
| Monday, January 8th, 2007 |
| 4:11 pm |
i have all i need now. and thats that. |
| Thursday, January 4th, 2007 |
| 10:26 pm |
im gonna have the finest body you've ever seen. |
| Monday, January 1st, 2007 |
| 6:37 pm |
new years. fucking amazing yes. haha i swear me stefyany n simone get kicked out of every dumb ass place on the face of the earth bc we get bored and too crazy and do the funniest shit and then talk shit to everyone. hahahhaa. but then we partyed our fuckin asses off with the mafia in a fucking Mansion! seriously no joke. and then snuck back into sasha's bedroom window this morning at 7:30 :] i love my best friends so much. theyre always there for me! this year better be good. i love derek and i wish i could give him the world. thats so wierd that i can want that much for someone. ive never done that before. but i like it i guess. i would really give him anything. p.s. my sister is a dumb cunt. fucking bitch. jk.. so many poeple are different from me and i dont know why. it's so wierd. |
| Saturday, December 30th, 2006 |
| 12:14 pm |
i fucking love my friends and random wierd nights. and im so happy that ive been with the same person for almost 5 months! i love him so much and without him my life would not fucking work at all. its so funny to hang out with other guys and even if theyre drop dead gorgeous think that they could never compare to him. ever. no boy could. he truly makes me happier than ive ever been before and i dono wtf id do if he werent there mannn<333 i have to poop. |
| Wednesday, December 27th, 2006 |
| 1:01 pm |
incase you havent noticed
i am :] finally i am. i have been over you ever since that night. hence the fact i told you i never wanted to see your nasty ass again member?????? of course you do. and i know youre not over it. you never will be. you'll never get over the fact that im not there anymore. youre going to miss me til the day you die. i was the only person in the whole world who excepted you for you. i loved everything about you no matter what it was and was always there with you thro everything. you just took it for granted. yeah i did some stuff i shouldnt have but you man.... oh well. it's over. know why? BECUASE I ENDED IT. you are the one who i know, will never be "over it". Current Mood: done with you. |
| Tuesday, December 26th, 2006 |
| 4:47 pm |
i fucking hate you. i fucking hate you so much you dont even realize. i hate you becuase you never cared enough to really care what i cared about. you hated everything that ever came close to me...yes its the truth. you never wanted to get better and no matter what you thought you were never ever better you were always so much more worse and grosser than you ever were before. i wanna fucking kill you i wanna rip your fucking face off for that one saturday that you were such a dumb fucking bitch. you disrespectful cunt. i wanna burn my car. you shouldnt be alloud to fucking live. thats the honest truth. you deserve to get sent away forever so you cant hurt anyone else. i fuckinh hate you so much i hatwe you i hate you i hate you. you're sick in the head. sick. |
| Friday, November 17th, 2006 |
| 3:36 pm |
im so inlove with derek byrnes. |
| Monday, November 13th, 2006 |
| 8:25 am |
why do ppl who im spose to trust twisting around my words and making shit seem like...i dono. ive been trying to make things better for everyone. but thats just stupid. so now im back to taylor not giving a fuck who the fuck likes you or if theyre mad at you or youre mad at them and dont wanna be their friend whatever. whatever. what the fuck ever. iiii doooonntttt giiive a shiiitttt now. for real. also i dont trust anyone completely anymore. even the ppl i really should. and i dont have a certain best friend anymore. oh well thats just the way it is. i like everyone the same. its nothing big or anything im just sick of everybody. yes everybody. yes you. it's all for the best so i cant keep hurting you, and you me. becuase it hurts. bye. Current Music: imogen heap |
| Friday, November 10th, 2006 |
| 8:20 am |
um well..i havent told you this yet but...i quit. totally and completely. im done. that was a great last time and now im over it. i dont wanna be dumb anymore..im so reckless and ive had enough. plus my income cant support that gay habbit and im just tired of saying too much personal shit to ppl that dont deserve to hear it. its been fun but....im done. |
| Monday, November 6th, 2006 |
| 8:30 am |
ive been really not myself lately to poeple. like sorta rude and i hate rude ppl and i dono why i would ever be that way bc its not me. ive been letting every little thing get to me when i would usually be like whatever its not worth your time you have better things to do like finish your fucking drawings for your portfolio..or luagh a whole lot and have fun like i always do. im even dressing differently and i didnt even mean to. wierd. as of right now, 10:17 AM in 2nd period english, i vow to be myself again. i promise. ok :) now that im old taylor... im going to draw flowers and hearts on my hands like i always do. my weekend was spent with one person the whole time almost. it was perfect. i dont even understand how we have so much in common and dont even get sick of eachother or anything. i breathe you now and you me. you walk me to my car at night to make sure nobody gets me :) then you get so angry at your mexican nieghbors for saying yucky things to me haha i love you so much. i would totally live with you. i love you like abazillion shafillion times bigger than the sky now. Current Mood: ok.Current Music: you'll be handsome you'll be beautiful. |
| Friday, November 3rd, 2006 |
| 9:12 am |
guess what I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND AND HES PERFECT FOR ME AND WE LOVE EACHOTHER SO MUCH WOO! why dont you go call him up and tell him that one you fucking cunt. god damn im a nice girl but ive never wanted to kick someones ass so badddd holly fuckkk. watch your back honey ill eat your fucking face sdfjslkfjslkfjslkdfj haha pussy. Current Mood: awesomeCurrent Music: lily frost |
| Wednesday, November 1st, 2006 |
| 8:24 am |
this is by far the worst day of my mind's life. i just wanna break you DOWN SO BADLYYYYY. im so sorry its not fair to you that i love you yet also love to see you squirm and get mad at me and punch poles. i love watching you lose control becuse for once its not me losing control. its almost like i can control my freak outs through yours. god damn that sounds fucked up. wierd. we are so wierd. i love you. |
| Monday, October 30th, 2006 |
| 10:31 am |
dude my friends are so fuking awesome and i have the best times in the world with them. i you girls so much steffy simone mimi<3 |
| Wednesday, October 25th, 2006 |
| 9:24 am |
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